always.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

I'm child at heart and child at face. haha!

My two Rules.
Consant Change and Play!

I never wanted to say goodbye, because...

Many people told me that I am such an elementary student. Is that proper way to greet me? hmm.. let me see. kinda. Well, many people think that I am a highschool or elementary student.

In other situation, with I am with Jerick, the people will say that we were like a highschool couples. hmm.. why?? is it the way we treat each other? We love to laugh around and make funny jokes with each other. We also love to talk about some stuffs regarding with my studies.. weeh tutor jud xa. haha! Well, I know... He's intelligent and I am not. PLEASE stop comparing us. Hmm...

One month na kami.. haii..(anong kinalaman nito sa topic?? haha!) well, Isko told me about the rumors.. yes... isko.. as in.. Dioscoro Nuñez. He's such a nice friend.. natatawa ako sa mukha nya.. Sorry isko.. but it's true.. ala lang.. kasi para ka kasind seryoso na nagpapatawa.. the way you look, it's really nakakatawa...sorry atleast diba magaan ang pakiramdam sayo ng tao.. hehe..(nawawala ako sa suject.)

As I'm going back to the subject. Yeah. many people surprise that I am already a college student well infact I look like an elementary or highchool student. Well, lucky me.. got baby face... haha!(mas baby face pa si Jerick. hmmp-.-) So hangang dito na lang ako.. ayoko kasi mag-isip basta gusto ko lang mag-type.. tama ba na?? kumusta naman yun???
cge,,.

CiaO!

Wanted Clone!

I cant hide forever, but I cant wait a little longer.

Here's the thing, my mom has a thought that I have already a boyfriend and for that matter, I'm very nervous because I do have a boyfriend. She thinks that I'm going to gone gaga because of a boy. Well to tell you frankly, im going going gaga na over him, but somehow, I'm controlling myself because its not that I dont want to fall deeply, but it is the right thing to do. Priority. Waak.. Is it me talking herE? Well, honestly.. I'm really am. I realize I wasted so many moments just because of useless guys.. haha! Am I saying this again?? Well, yes I AM! (sorry for the Capz. Im just being emotional again. haha!) Well, soon after, I want to be this way, being insane but somehow not arrogant and valueing time. time is precious, why waste it with stupid guys? weeh.. well, guys im sorry if I am saying this but its true. I maybe ridiculous because I am saying this after all of these pathetic moments. Atleast I learned something in my past. Evne though I really regret and hate it. Hmm.. What else? blah Blah... I've got nothing to say.
To the tittle.. I need a clone because I cant lie anymore to my mom. She partly right, but somehow, I need something to grow. and that's a hot boyfriend. Just kidding. Well, I need to go. Ciao.

Mode: Finishing Case Study.

Monday, February 25, 2008

Him. <3

I've already fell in love with him. Worst is that it so deep but atleast, I know where to stand up. Yet, I dont want it to belike this. But It happen so fast and so sudden that I want to finnaly quit this. But the back of my mind, I dont want to quit this nightmares of fantasies and sweet lullabies. Being with him, makes my heart sing and makes my day dance.. (haha.. cheesy.) But it's true, love conquers all. Well, now I believe in that particular saying cause I already experience it. DANG! Help.. Katreena and Kathlyn.. (anyway, why am I asking for help??!!) aLL i Can do is focus.. Focus on myself, rather than think of him morning till night.

I wanted to die. DANG!

BFGF.

Well, I never had a chance to watch some of love movies since last year, because movies like that makes me imagine some cheesy moments with a guy named ___. Well, lets just keep it in my id or lets say unconciousness, since I already accept my past. Uhhm... Back to the main story. Watching love stories makes also my eyes so teary that makes people think I am crying. Yeah, I know I'm ridiculous, I'm already crying. Masyado ang emotional. haha. But atleast many people are like that. Pigil pigil the emotions but then at the end of the day, halos tumulo ang lahat ng sipon sa kaiiyak.(eew!).. Haha. I'm not like that ano. I'm just narrating what had happen last night.

The movie BFGF for me is a blast. Richard G. is sreally a good actor, not to mention that he's a hot actor.(yummy!) is that suppose to be the proper word for a gal like me?? hehe. Well, Rivera is also a funny actress and same also with the person who play the role as Akiko. De Vera also plays the role of Mark is also good.

I loove this movie.. I wont summarize the movie because it's not my job to narrate the story.. haha. but honestly. i wont.. just watch it...

Next Movie : My Big LoVe. Starring. Toni Gonzaga, Kristine Hermosa and Sam Milby. a story of love in different sizes. haha! Murag ako.. Remember??

Family Case Study with Ceazar Ian Muñoz

Well a hell week to me and to my partner.(if he care)

An assignment that almost a project is given to us last Friday, to be pass this Friday.(heck what was that?! Is that suppose to be a joke?!) Well, as a student,we really can't complain about that specific rush! I admit that our lessons are quite delayed compared with the other sections. But please C.I.s beconsiderate to us also. :( --- we are also students with so many, many subjects that we need to pass. Well, I can see that hmm.. What am I seeing again?? So many negatives that coming my way... waah... I need to balance specific tasks and roles...Daughter, big sister, student, myself and being a hmm... an insane individual in the community?? I need to cut it off, its a bit stupid to write this blog with a mountain of assignments waiting for me...

so sayonara!
thanks for wasting your time..

Friday, February 22, 2008

In Love <3 -.-

The whole month of April was full of anxiety, love, patience, and craziness.. Well, lot things happe like the U-Week, Valentines, Birthday Party, Musikahan and some moments that I'll treasure.

Being with somebody you like feels like heaven, but somehow there's always a hell that blocks your imaginary way.

Well these are some pics that I'll always keep.. <3

I'll never forget this... <3

Labo Nyo MEN!!

If you smile at them, they think you're being pa-cute.
If you don't naman, sasabihan kang suplada.

If you response to his love agad, they think you're easy to get.
If you took years to decide, sobra kang hard to get.

If you go out with him alone, sasabihan kang liberated.
Pag may chaperon ka along, Bad Trip dahil madidisturb.

If you go out with another guy, tingin sayo play girl.
Pag-stick ka sa kanya, they claim your dead na dead.

If you ask him where his been, sasabihan ka na overprotective.
Pag pinababayaan mo naman, they think you're fooling lang.

If you let him kiss you, they think you're cheap.
If you refuse naman, they go find another chick.

Girls are just human being at may mistakes din.
And we often wonder kung bakit...

ANG LABO NYO MEN!!!

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Chismis. Chismis. Gossip. Gossip. Rumors. Rumors.. Attacks...

This week is a hard week, since the 85% of 1st year nursing student knew about me and someone. Just last Saturday, we jst some kinda "date" and this last Monday, it's like the whole school new about it.. and the worst part is, people taking pictures of us like paranoids... they're such so pathetic just to take a picture of a normal people.. haha... (star struck ba sila???) Talk of the town and many people ask me.. my answer: "Respect Private Lives" well, they should.. hehe.. after all, I love my life if it is private.. But last night, it seems it's not private after all. Because all of a sudden, Je, come up to me at the canteen... sat beside me.. ayun nalaman na ng school.. atleast nabawasan ang issue na ako daw nagalapit sa kanya well infact.. HINDI!!! Letche ng mga tao na na... haha! duh! dont be so jealous that Je is not into you. Waak... JK.. what I'm trying to say.. MIND YOUR OWN BUSSINESS!

thanks.