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Sunday, November 7, 2010
UNDERCONSTRUCTION
Friday, June 4, 2010
Just Damn Confused.
If there is freedom, there is love.
No one loses anyone because no one owns anyone.
I feel like I'm in a realm world of oblivion right at this moment. Something in my mind tells me to wait, just to be patient and just wait for the right time to come. But it feels like I am waiting for a lifetime of forever. Maybe this should I be practicing for all my life, the virtue of waiting. I still believe in the quote "If you get what you want, you lose what you need."
(not done... JKEV is waiting. lol)
Thursday, April 29, 2010
I hate this odd Feeling.
I have not yet encounter the fact that I lose in my own fight. I couldn't stop thinking why I did it and why I am sad *sigh* when it was my game after all. (dang It's Karma baby). Well, now I learned my lesson.
Blah blah blah. I wanna start a new life, having a great feeling that I am still in love with my boyfriend, Kent. Advance 13th monsary baby.
What I wanted to do this summer is to swim in some water to refresh not only my physical body but my spiritual soul. I hope this emotional inadequacy of my life right now would fade away as soon as possible before my insanity took my mind. I have the feeling and the thoughts that I am fading because I have nothing to do with myself but to wait and having a persisting paramdam to that person. Now I am starting a new path, but before that I want to pray. Praying makes me cry sometimes because I want to pray with feelings because I know that God wants me to feel that I really need it.
God thank you because I have given me someone, who can accept me for who I am and for who I'm not. And having that person in my life would make me so happy because I know he is good and he will be good to me forever.
Blah blah blah. I wanna start a new life, having a great feeling that I am still in love with my boyfriend, Kent. Advance 13th monsary baby.
What I wanted to do this summer is to swim in some water to refresh not only my physical body but my spiritual soul. I hope this emotional inadequacy of my life right now would fade away as soon as possible before my insanity took my mind. I have the feeling and the thoughts that I am fading because I have nothing to do with myself but to wait and having a persisting paramdam to that person. Now I am starting a new path, but before that I want to pray. Praying makes me cry sometimes because I want to pray with feelings because I know that God wants me to feel that I really need it.
God thank you because I have given me someone, who can accept me for who I am and for who I'm not. And having that person in my life would make me so happy because I know he is good and he will be good to me forever.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Today...?(a diary of Jan. 26, 2010)
Another 26th day had passed. Even though it was 2 years had passed already, something won't ever change.
Today, it was something different. I knew inside me I moved on (I really did). But one thing I never understand is that, why there is something which is holding me back. Are they the pictures, gifts and texts messages that you had given to me? Or the memories of us together?
It's hard to fight to something that you don't know what will you fight for. It's hard to get hurt when you don't know what is the cause of it. And worse, it's hard to love when you know you have somebody else and he has someone new.
I know it's wrong. But this is only the truth. It's complicated and totally absurd. But I guess this situation is for the best.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
My Mystery.
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I haven't got any blogpost in my mind yet. But since I've got this one time oppotunity, let's grab it by the hand.
First thing, I want to congratulate myself for being so lazy (as in lazy. nothing to do.) and sleep all day. (what a perfect day.)
and second, I want to learn how to play dota. It's not the only game itself, but also the things to buy for "bangard"(tama ba?). DOTA Allstars is really good past time. Because it doesn't only interact with the other players but also the mind that unwinding in yor brain. and I just like it.
wish me luck!
Monday, January 11, 2010
9th monsary
January 9, 2010 12:00 Am. Ringgggg!!!
It was our 9th monsary. Yes. (It was 12:05-12:10 AM of April 9,200, when we became an officially couple.)
I greeted him with a message that I am thanking God that I found and met him, because a guy like him, is so difficult to find nowadays. Kind, Realistic, Gentleman and very approachable.
It was my ward class at that day so I was kinda busy, so I haven't texted him until 2 in the afternoon. After the ward class, I immediately texted him for our plans at that particular day.
DANG! Can't reached him. Later did I now that he slept at too early that the sun was already arose. Haiii boys! He's not fond of playing DOTA but he's fond of playing RF Online. Super computer technology.
5 pm, he went to the house to fetch me. So much for being gentle dog!(aw aw!) He's wearing simple gray shirt, pants and oohh... rubber shoes. I wasn't ecpecting that he would wear a rubber shoes because he don't like hot clothes, shoes... anything warm nor hot. I don't know why.... But I was lucky.. He loves me.. super duper hot. hahaha. so much for a joke. But anyway, we ate our dinner at Chowking at 6:30 in the evening and then immediately went to T'Boli resort to swim. weeh.. swimming! hehe. The rest... should be left unwritten.
(PUBLIC BLOG EH! BASTA NAGSWIMMING KAMI SA T'BOLI... with friends... lamat sa nagsama samin!)
It was our 9th monsary. Yes. (It was 12:05-12:10 AM of April 9,200, when we became an officially couple.)
I greeted him with a message that I am thanking God that I found and met him, because a guy like him, is so difficult to find nowadays. Kind, Realistic, Gentleman and very approachable.
It was my ward class at that day so I was kinda busy, so I haven't texted him until 2 in the afternoon. After the ward class, I immediately texted him for our plans at that particular day.
DANG! Can't reached him. Later did I now that he slept at too early that the sun was already arose. Haiii boys! He's not fond of playing DOTA but he's fond of playing RF Online. Super computer technology.
5 pm, he went to the house to fetch me. So much for being gentle dog!(aw aw!) He's wearing simple gray shirt, pants and oohh... rubber shoes. I wasn't ecpecting that he would wear a rubber shoes because he don't like hot clothes, shoes... anything warm nor hot. I don't know why.... But I was lucky.. He loves me.. super duper hot. hahaha. so much for a joke. But anyway, we ate our dinner at Chowking at 6:30 in the evening and then immediately went to T'Boli resort to swim. weeh.. swimming! hehe. The rest... should be left unwritten.
(PUBLIC BLOG EH! BASTA NAGSWIMMING KAMI SA T'BOLI... with friends... lamat sa nagsama samin!)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Why him?
Why I love and chose him?
- i love he's scent.
- i love his smile.
- i love his nice teeth.
- i love his chubby-ness.
- i love his being true to himself.
- he's great to be with.
- he knows who I am, and what I can and can't do.
- he knows what would I say, before I could say it.
- he knows me very well. my likes, and dislikes.
- he's vocal and too palaaway.
- he's super supportive.
- he contradict my impromtu decisions, but then agree with it.
- he can handle my kalulitan.
- he can get over my head soon before I go to bed.
- he can shut his mouth whenever I talk (I talk much.)
- he's super obedient.
- he can listen to me.
- he can slap my butt whenever I'm damn bad.
- he can honestly say, I'm ugly at my ugly moments.
- and most especially, HE'S MINE.