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Oh hello. I am B. 18. lass. nursing student.bLogger. stylist. teentalker.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
I hate this odd Feeling.

I have not yet encounter the fact that I lose in my own fight. I couldn't stop thinking why I did it and why I am sad *sigh* when it was my game after all. (dang It's Karma baby). Well, now I learned my lesson.

Blah blah blah. I wanna start a new life, having a great feeling that I am still in love with my boyfriend, Kent. Advance 13th monsary baby.

What I wanted to do this summer is to swim in some water to refresh not only my physical body but my spiritual soul. I hope this emotional inadequacy of my life right now would fade away as soon as possible before my insanity took my mind. I have the feeling and the thoughts that I am fading because I have nothing to do with myself but to wait and having a persisting paramdam to that person. Now I am starting a new path, but before that I want to pray. Praying makes me cry sometimes because I want to pray with feelings because I know that God wants me to feel that I really need it.

God thank you because I have given me someone, who can accept me for who I am and for who I'm not. And having that person in my life would make me so happy because I know he is good and he will be good to me forever.