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Oh hello. I am B. 18. lass. nursing student.bLogger. stylist. teentalker.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Heart from a daughter.

HEART FROM A DAUGHTER

Two years ago, before we discovered that my father has a brain tumor, and it should be remove immediately. The operation was successful and again, back to normal life without any extra cash in our pockets. But atleast, from that experience we learned that our family was there to support us. Both from my father and mother's side.

Last year, before summer class would start, my father had a seizure due to stress from his work and I should have known that. I know all the story. DAMN! Why would they hire a "much more" programmer from Manila, if in the end the program will just a smash trash? I should have known. I want to insult them at that very moment. Haha. They insulted my father's intelligence, yet they come begging for my father's work... Are they pathetic? I should have known. I can motivate my father to take his pride. But he never did, because he believed that it is wrong. see? I can't believe that religious **** face institution would did that. DAMN! If they didn't insist for their program to be that fast, my father wouldn't have a seizure. ARE THEY PAYING FOR HOSPITAL BILLS? HELL NO!!! **** THEM!

And now, after the CT scan, my father was diagnosed again with another mass inside his brain. My father couldn't sleep at night because of the bills for his operation, and now, I must stopschooling because of that. Atleast I understand, I just pitied my mother who still standing tall for us. and as a the eldest and strong enough I must also do something. Sometimes, I hate that institution, I never wonder why some professors are walking away, it is because of their LOW RATES salaries, and not to mention their demands of these and thats. I must pretty admit, that some students there are just being boastful, and to take a glance of their grades... the highest would be 2, a shame for theirselves and for their family.

If I could boast a thing to the world, I would boast that my family has family member of literate and educated individuals. My dad is a topnatcher in MSU and all his life is a scholar with allowance; my mom is a top 10 student in any school she had attended, even in San Carlos, Cebu. My little brother who never studies his lessons but look he's on the star section and me, who is not quite that intelligent and a lax person, who passed nursing for almost 2 years. I know I can't boast enough in my side but to tell you frankly, I'm not that intelligent enough, but I have guts to pass my subjects.

I, Roxanne Cheyselle Blue Mendoza, SN, have a heart who cares for her parents so much, that I'm willing to take an armor and a sword to fight for any obstacles that will come in my way.
This emotional, silent girl is signing off. It's for you to hear me.